About Me

Hi, My name is Cynthia. some of my closer guy friends call me Cyn. I'm 24! I consider myself married, though at this point I'm not even sure I have a BoyFriend to speak of. Strange, I know, but I'm used to it by now. You Love who you Love and the mind has little luck changing what the heart wants. I have a little girl who's about to turn 5 on Friday! Mckenna, I love you. I'm probably the only person over the age of 7 in California who doesn't own a cell phone. I grew up in Wildomar and spent most of my life in the 951. I HATE IT! Not the town, this will always be home to me; just living under my dad's roof again. I'm too old for this crap. I'm trying to finish some college courses long overdue. This year has already done a complete 180 from what I had planned. I can't believe 2007 is almost over. Being the control freak that I am, it's been more of a challange to realize I can't manage everyone else's lives than it has been to realize, by attempting to do so, it's cost me the control of my own. I'm co-dependant and an enabler ( which explains most of my friends as well as past relationships). I really dislike drama and make every plausable attempt to avoid it in my own life, but -going back to the enabler thingy- I seem to be the only sane one in my group capable of an objective third party perspective. This makes me the #1 canditate for 2 am "sober driver" calls as well as the occasional 4am "I just caught that bitch cheating!" calls. At some point you have to stop stressing out and just laugh at this stuff. I swear it's the town. It's a freakin black hole. I'm not looking to date, I'm not looking to hook up, I'm just trying to look out for Me for once. I Love my BoyFriend even on days I wish I couldn't. I love to go out. I love to have a good time. Anything with music and a dance floor is a plus. But I'm MIA when I have my daughter I enjoy every second I get with her. 90% of my friends are of the male species. They're more drama than the girls most of the time! They are the most amazing peolpe in the world and I'm lucky to have everyone of them admit they're friends with someone as crazy as me =P I'm just looking to get back on the right path, but it's hard when you feel blindsided all the time.
Gender Female
Location Riverside, CA
Ethnicity White / Caucasian
Interested in Men
Status Married
Interests dancing stupid b movies, anything active, love glammis, love the snow
Music everything rock, alterna, pop, country, hip hop, dance, goth, punk, 80's, 90's, new, i'm weird
Movies not a chick flick girl funny
TV when i see it csi, law and order, grey's anatomy, lots of sponge bob ok

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